I finished last in the Ozarks Mountain Challenge & I still feel like a winner

Updated: Jul 19

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When I arrive at the Ozarks Mountain Challenge on Saturday, May 2, 2026, Iām reminded of coyotes tearing through the woods around my house. The collective energy of my fellow hikers is palpable, their dozens of voices a shot of adrenaline that makes the prospect of hiking 23 miles in 12 hours on a few hours of sleep feel like a party.Ā
āWeāve got this!ā I say to people Iāve just met; they return my encouragement with a grin. Weāre minutes away from our first ascent, and for the first time in months, Iām not worried about whether or not Iāll make it up the mountain eight times.Ā
āI hope I can do it,ā I confess to my cousin a few weeks before the event.
āTheyāll celebrate you even if you only do one,ā she replies. I know sheās right ā the focus on self-discipline over competition is one of the reasons I was drawn to the challenge in the first place ā but her words don't boost my confidence.Ā
āI donāt care if it takes me 12 hours and Iām the last hiker to finish, I just want to complete all eight ascents on time,ā I add.
āYou know what they say: āmind over matter.āā
By the time I finish my fourth ascent, breaking for lunch is nonnegotiable. My heels are sore, my hips are tight, and the complimentary veggie wrap making its way through my digestive system feels like its own reward. The first three ascents were shockingly doable, but after ascent number four, my body demands rest.Ā Ā
āI hope I can do it,ā I tell the women Iāve just met. Itās the night before the challenge, and weāre at the Spark of Strength Ceremony ā an event thatās part ritual, part meet and greet. They arenāt the first hikers Iāve introduced myself to, but they are the most talkative, and Iām grateful for their friendliness.Ā
āThe way I did it last year was by telling myself: āIf I can do one, I can do two; if I can do two, I can do three,ā and so on,ā one of the women tells me. Sheās come all the way from Kansas City, and I wonāt forget her words.Ā
When event volunteers start handing out paper and pens, I toss āself-doubtā into the fire and watch it burn.Ā
By my sixth ascent, my feet are taped, my left knee is taped, and my internal monologue has changed from: āIf I can do one, I can do two,āĀ to, ājust keep putting one foot in front of the other; time is on your side.ā My stubbornness and the support of my loved ones fuels me as much as the protein, carbohydrates, and electrolytes I consume during shuttle rides down the mountain.Ā
āGood luck tomorrow!ā my coworker texts me the day before the challenge.Ā
āYouāre going to have a great day, killing those ascents,ā my friend texts me while Iām breaking for lunch.Ā
āYouāre doing great sis! Iām so proud of you,ā my sister texts me during my sixth ascent.Ā
Iām limping my way through ascent seven when hikers nearly twice my age are on their final ascents. Others tell me theyāve already finished all eight ascents and are now hiking ābonusā ascents. Theyāre full of encouragement as they pass me by, saying things like: āYouāre doing great. Keep going!ā I return their kindness with a āthank you!ā and a smile. In my head, ājust keep putting one foot in front of the other; time is on your side,ā plays on a loop.
āElizabeth, your life will not end if you donāt climb that hill one more time, but your knee might hurt for a while,ā a family friend tells me as Iām preparing for my eighth and final ascent.Ā
āIt is pretty bad,ā I admit. Iām seriously considering giving up when I remember what I told another friend two days before the challenge: āIf I donāt do all eight ascents, Iām going to feel bad about myself. Thatās just a fact. I really need a win.ā
When a hiker I know offers to lend me her trekking poles for my final ascent, I donāt hesitate to accept her generosity with a āthank you so muchā and a hug.Ā
āWell, if anyone can do it, you can,ā my family friend says with resignation.Ā
Ascent eight is my loneliest. Iām about halfway through before I see another human. She spots the tape on my knee and the trekking poles in my hands. āYou are brave beyond belief,ā she says in an accent I canāt quite place. When she asks if she can take a picture of me, I oblige her with a brief pause and an exhausted smile before continuing up the trail.Ā
Only my thoughts keep me company for a while after that: āSeven years ago I almost died, and now Iām doing this; eleven years ago I was living with an abusive boyfriend, and now Iām doing this. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. You can do this. Okay, alright, okay.ā
Iām wondering if time is still on my side when I notice an event volunteer hiking up the trail behind me. Itās obvious heās sweeping the trail for hikers and Iām the last one, but he doesnāt tell me that. Instead, he keeps pace with me as I limp and trek my way through the last leg of the trail.Ā
āWhat made you want to do the challenge?ā he asks.Ā
āI needed something in my life besides work,ā I tell him. āAnd I wanted to feel strong. We all need a win, right?āĀ
He tells me a little bit about his role as a cross-country coach. He mentions his daughter. When my boot hits a rock the wrong way and a sharp, shooting pain finds my aching knee, he responds to my groan: āTake your time.ā His tone is a mixture of stern and concern. In that moment, Iām certain heās a good coach. I imagine heās a good dad as well.Ā
āWhat time is it?ā I ask.Ā
āItās 6:55,ā he tells me. āYouāre going to get your hat!ā
We reach the top of the mountain together. I get my hat ā the coveted green cap hikers receive if they complete all eight ascents in 12 hours. I get high-fives and fist bumps from event volunteers and hikers who finished right before me. I get my picture taken. I canāt stop smiling.Ā
Iāll limp for a week after completing the challenge, and not once will I regret hiking all eight ascents.Ā


